Still here

I know I have not posted in a bit but I am here now. Sometimes I mood interest in things that I love greatly. I love blogging but then I go through a phase of not wanting to blog as if I get writers block and then after months of not posting a single thing I feel awkward about posting again like any one who reads it will be all judgy about my post stopping and starting again all out of the blue. Thing is I really don't post for my readers. I post for me.
So here I am again posting on my blog.
Some things have changed. I am now the mom of two...

Zander joined is this last June and we could not love him more. His big brother is so ever proud. I am still getting use to a baby back in the home. Heck right now home is quite the busy place. We have 6 people living in a 2 bedroom, 785 sqaure foot appartment. Life is crowded. And it's like in this point of life I am deserving of lots of people around me... every sence Zander was born I have had my uncle's family ( dad side) , my aunt's family (mom's side), my grandparents visit. Then also my sister  ( adopted sis) came to see us with her kids and then I gained two more foundling sisters both live in the same apartments as us so they're in and out all the time. We have Sunday dinners and game night's and well see each other practically every day. It's new and different but I love it! I have always been one to love having close friends and family. And I am ok with abit of a fast pace life. Less time for depression to sink in. 

So here is a post. I will not promise I will post everyday or even weekly but those interested will read.