Abstract Me.

Sometimes I get lost in my home
or forget how to run a cell phone. 
All can become foreign to me
and I don't remember how to be.
Lost in some captivating mist
not sure if I truly exist.
Who am I really in all this flesh?
Its like some one clicked refresh.
Here I stand in the same place though
confused by the sudden energy flow.
Did I just gain some thing or lose?
There is never any clues.
It leaves me questioning,
is there something in my life in need of editing?
But yet here I am still
the silence to fill.
Just my mind and me
and the abstract me.

-Bellah