A heaven of my own

There is times that all I want in this life is a big big bed... I like to cuddle bait before bed but when it comes to actually sleeping give me room! Stay on your side of the bed and give me more that 6 inches to sleep in! Do I let my son crawl in bed with me? Yes and I would love to do it more if only I could sleep after I did it but when I end up with my son on one side of me and my love on the other side of me and I have maybe 6 inches to sleep than nope I am up waiting for the alarm to go off so I can go back to sleep after my love is off to work. I want more kids as well and I think that you should allow your kids to sleep in bed with you. Malaki slept with me when he was first born until he was 9 months old and then Randy came into our lives and I changed that. Then he started sleeping with me again for a few months when Randy and I were not together. What can I say I love having Malaki right by me to make sure he is ok. But there is just no room for me any more! I want like a bed bigger than a king lol. Right now we are sleeping on a queen and it's like I am back in a cot at the camp I worked in but I am sharing it with a wiggly toddler. I want a family size bed! Yes, sadly living in the small apartment that we do there is not the space I need for that kind of bed, we would have to made like 85% of the bedroom a bed. But hey it's not wrong for a girl to dream on having all the space in the world to sleep.  Someday I will live in my dream home and it will have a double king size bed with a memory foam top and flannel sheets heaven with a big fluffy quilt clouding over me and never ending supply of plump pillows!!!... Mmmmm heaven... I can cuddle when I want and then roll over into my own spot to dream up something other than a huge bed.